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I only need a couple of batteries, damn it.
I did not know where to find them and I looked at that old tape recorder that you lent. I came the brilliant idea turning it on. I had not already done so, I did not think it made sense to do it, I did not know.
I expected to hear the usual hours of recording of my old university, or the interview that you have registered. Instead there was a message.
At the time, I also ask me but I never checked. I discovered today.
The audio is bad, the belt was set at 1.2 cm which allows longer recording at the expense of quality, and location of the recorder was to be a little uncomfortable because of what is recorded is understandable.
I just finished listening. To hear your voice again was strange, you're now a person of the past, too far for me the other day I watched a video of London and the face I saw was a stranger and this knowledge made me sick. Some time ago I wrote a phrase on msn: "I look at the ocean that separates us and never see you again." You are far away, and I could not help it.
I look around and see what still remains of what was now nine months ago. The stuffed animals that still lazing on the couch, his hat, them on the shelf gathering dust.
envelopes all your gifts, and related notes.
The shreds of the painting that you gave me, with your last inscription, which destroyed in the heat of anger when I read your last email to wolf a few seconds after seeing the photo of the kiss.
I also thought of buying it back, but I know that I can never do it. That picture, that image will be permanently linked to you forever and even if it were a copy, it would be that picture.
The last three condoms of the package that we've never consumed. I have not made love since then, I did not need to consume them, you can say the same? Perhaps the last time we met I should give you at least would not have threatened to end as surely they will.

In the tape, in the little that we understand at least, tell me to live my life to find happiness. But I stopped.

know I've changed? Some say it does not look like me. What happened was a real shock to me, no use mincing words. The wall that already existed to defend it thickened so much that now it's almost impossible to achieve. Now you no longer need to defend myself, but to isolate myself.
I no longer feel the need of sex, nor the inclination. I tried to have relationships that are low only on the last few months, but have done nothing but away from it all, isolating them even more.

Seeking desperately for someone who is at least similar to what I thought you were, or what you were for me, someone to love me unconditionally and loves only me. But I'm not capable.
To allow someone to love me I opened the door, give her the opportunity to let her know who they are, but they are isolated my own will.

do not know why I wrote this. I did not want to unlock the two contacts msn, and I do not have the strength to talk on mobile. I left but I have not completely defeated and I do not want to fall into hell, especially given the results. Here I am, depressed again, and I think what you were and what you'll never be. It would be strange to pronounce your name knowing that it is a person who now has nothing to do with me.
If my math is not wrong this summer you set in motion the move for you?
strange life is not it? We as a starting point remember? When you had to move to Milan.
You've never said why you have not done more. Oh well does not matter now.
I was alone on the blog as a slender point of contact. I do not know if you read it yet, but I needed to write that letter and I did.

The frustrating thing is that there would be millions of other things to say, but as I write I can think of, and I know he will do then. But perhaps it makes more sense.

And to think that eventually the batteries were not even what I needed -.-

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Igod: God is the object technology of the future. The hedgehog

The object of worship
talking all at the same time with everyone.
It's not all has never been so close at hand. Everything is there, just behind a glass, just seeing things because they exist.
Once is enough to read, but the technologies change, and change the objects of worship with them.
Although more slowly, the power had to change a bit 'of his rigidly conservative nature and give in to feature fascinating object technology.
The transformation taking place is generating new kinds of objects, with different implications and more complex.
look in the next lines, the synergistic interchange between these objects and the cult. We will see how significant they are moved from religion to technology, to form what is today perhaps the embryo a new doctrine.

Prayer
Given that the true religion of the world today is consumed, with the advent of television screens, a new God has materialized and older ones have had for the first time, a worthy rival with which to contend .
The screen contains the object of the prayers, emotions, positive and negative values, comfort and hope. Mini or maxi, is a virtual place where success is often represented through suffering. Above all, this God has filled a new modern pagan altar and home. Faced with this, we can sit and eat potato chips, without having to go to some temple to listen to a man who repeats from memory, always the same episodes of the religious variety.

Icons
The God Zeus is the screen of a group of new gods, they have begun to demand that we become a little 'smarter. Several times during the history, technology has given us the power through the objects of worship, just as much as enough to enjoy the comfort of simulacra (and being able to organize a sale).
As we shall see, the Olympus technology has taken some risks, but he knew what he was doing.
The modern concept of ergonomics has so given way to profit in the coming years, the packaging of items of technology, we can see icons appear human standards required specific company, namely the parameters to be fulfilled by the user to be able to enjoy the company of the object of worship.

Dogma
Possession, and the idea of \u200b\u200bexclusive use of the object-edge technology, are now the most coveted status by social class in between. Through these objects implementing the control of the intellectual level of the masses. The interface metaphor sterile, impoverished language (enrichment inauthentic), and this is the primary tool used by the Power.

Liturgy
The main functions of the objects of worship are the same, to keep away from this and acting. Catatonic behavior of the faithful, thus tend to repeat and ritualized. In many cases, word of mouth is often the object to instruct the faithful on its use. The new priests


The most fanatic is one who is convinced that the immune system to understand it more deeply than others, interprets it. The individual who has an attitude to achieve the closest connection with the objects of the new doctrine. Call the technician, every priest of the new religions that lurks within us.
He is a fanatical and loyal with a tendency to interpret the specific technological object, through the latter, he completes his life and feel happy. Very often, trying to participate in the production of the object, making it a profession.

The new Eucharist
soon begins to learn each technique is consumed by the idea of \u200b\u200bexplaining, and this is what will make him a priest. It 's like if it became an instrument of propaganda of the new worship without realizing it. He is excited by the idea of \u200b\u200bknowing intimately the new gods and is thinking of being able to donate pieces to the other, which, if they know, thank you feel higher.

Objects technology and worship in the history
Certainly the faithful is ignorant, because that has always been polite. The historical existence of religious objects using progressively more complex is uncertain, but the power has always been considered misleading and dangerous. The books are a good example, because the poor must be able to read? He wondered once in power. Read it means to have a critical tool in addition, the mere presence of catatonic and ignorant of the faithful, it was sufficient for the purposes of religious propaganda.
But the books are selling, then why not let a small price to pay to the faithful for their spiritual elevation? The oratory


The new religion-mail, as the old ones, based its success numbers.
The gain in the networks is generated by the mere presence, by the passage.
The new community recreation centers are asphyxiated, where human beings have at their disposal a wide range of choices and living with the useless virtual presence of their friends and acquaintances. But the shops are everywhere inside the screen, and the true human presence behind the monitor, indicating the potential opportunity to acquire a new customer. Of advocating a massive media chaos, with arrows flying in a million websites, so many that it's hard not to touch them, they are called links.

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screen tv, news, TV voting, home shopping, comedy, quizzes, remote, network, network. But in the end, more screens, bread and screens. The object of worship
technology lowers its price and is obligated to reach the lower classes, but once again the media object media, this is his nature, to be the mediator between us and the life, what we takes away from it. The film and the game and touch screen technology, the walls are transparent and colorful entertainment electronics that keep harnessed the dangerous potential of the poor. As long as you're in front of the screen, you can decide where to go, but only within it. Each shell is attractive for potential uses that we make, but if there is a boss who pays decides content.

Creation
Inside the technological object now you can do everything, virtually everything, but this is all ?

The ministers of God and the faithful
For managers and technicians to appoint bishops and priests of the New Church, in the end it was just to whet the right levers of ego. They would over power, or the little 'that would be enough to make them go around pompous, happy and dressed in false humility.
feel chosen, is to be better than simple spectator, who looks better than the new God technological surprise, the best customer .
In hindsight, we have technicians had to admit that we have all become followers of the main object of worship, if not more, as customers. They finally gave up even the radicalism of culture, the Amish of the book, that they have taken the screens out of their home for years.
(As we have seen, also, the book is nothing more than the object previously available).

The religion of religions
Loyalty is the ultimate goal of the true leaders of the new cyberchiesa.
methods have remained the same but the tools have improved. The religion of those in charge of property and profit is made, the object of worship is nothing more than the technological surrogate for the minority of these people.
The illusion of power through the remote control.
But our happiness is temporary will fracture before it can be bought back and generate more profit. The technology object is then tested to be used as many times as accurate, then crumbles almost alone.
services are relics attached to it even smaller and insignificant, closely related to the object itself, but useless without it.
Something begins to make us feel so unhappy and tense.

The limit of the new technological objects
Here is a new limit, a limit that the books had not, a huge horizon of erosion that increases every day, the anxiety levels of the population. The desire to purchase has increased exponentially the sense of inadequacy and anxiety induced, the push technology in the objects best of all can be met only if offset by an adequate profit motive. The ants have seen the giant screen of the queen and they want an equal. What if God begins to deny the faithful the possession of the poorest household altars to be able to pray?
People do not give up, in the villages of huts in India, there is no water, but the gasoline generator to power the magic box burps, farts and produces his daily dose of poison. God is satisfied the faithful also.

The Old Testament
A propaganda and good-natured simpleton whose only purpose was stoned the global population, has run its course in a half-century of television history. Meanwhile, schools, research and social progress is impoverished. Having learned of the populace a minimum, just enough to guide and push buttons, the country begins to generate stupid, the new God returns to being a positive meaning of the old container. So, even sending them to be technologically more complex objects, to date, the signifiers for the faithful are the same as always .

careful not to become Technical
Remember Technical? You were yourself to offer to study the sacred books, programming manuals, secrets of the new language, drawings, and the abstruse formulas that only the elect would have understood. Now talk to God, and to feel a little 'closer to him, you posing as a medium, look for your avatar into the object of worship. Looking at the small silences cathartic, showing off knowledge, looking at the object technology of others to understand the potential and flight defects.
reveal your formula? Shaman by occult powers of duplication, the changes in format and transfer files. All that remains is to choose between being good-natured and say what you think or feel humble and silent, leaving others in their ignorance.

Mystical crisis
At some point in life, however, some techniques they find something, is no doubt that the technological object is not God It follows a mystical crisis. The idea of \u200b\u200bhaving wasted his life chasing a God who, like everyone else does not exist, and certainly not an object harbors within. Tease could say that the force of intellect luciferin has eaten the life of another human being, Tech Console, you're like everyone else, for most human beings there is this, to believe in something.

Mass
Did it convenient to erect a God in order to climb the four steps of the pulpit from which to keep symposia in elegant prose software. We reserve the power to act, but do little or never, do not reveal your tricks.
The bishops of your religion are called consultants. Only you know and a few other techniques, and you do not like, but you are complicit in the tacit assent which translate into gold out of nothing.
From a certain point in your life, you have finalized your search for knowledge, but you did it through a single instrument, technology, and the error was that, dear Tech.

The world will always need technicians
The technological knowledge is the kind of interesting to know that few, if anyone is thirsty for vainglory who is dealing with, and someone there will always be. People need that you take care of things as it considers irrelevant, because the useful things that just work, and death, those lives must love them and this is not your attitude. You
shelters, translate and speak the languages \u200b\u200bof the electric monsters, reassure the people in their box all goes well, the world is becoming anxious, the body is corrupt as well, but files are not.
When there will be no place on earth, the longer they will live through the memories and feelings attached to virtual memory. As the brain dies, it is reassuring to know that within the hard disk in order ... everything is easy and accessible, just a look .
You die, your Facebook profile no.

Died a Technical ...
coach-priest who is in you will die alone. As the last trace of that charm was in the drawers full of old cables and Basic, relentlessly stupid. All this will leave the room for a new world of technological objects more avant-garde, and Technical younger and more prepared than you.
The organic nature is prepared to yield.

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... love, love what you're missing ....




Listen to this song these days. I find it very suitable to my current mood.
I think that phrase is very true. I miss the love.
Yesterday I watched a movie, there was a scene where a boy clutching his face in his hands with a girl.
She lowered her eyes, and kissed his hand. A gesture of extreme kindness, light years away from anything malicious.
Honey, love.
That 's what I miss. Someone who is with you because you need it, because he feels the desire to start just next door. A person you need as much as it needs you. Sex comes later.

nowadays almost repelled me, render this material a feeling so pure.
do not want it, I do not care. I do not want someone who will rub on me, not now. I need someone to look me in the eye and see my heart. That person sitting next to you and says nothing, because there's no need.
Some are sad that some couples stop talking to each other. I find it wonderful. Knowledge, the symbiosis between two distinct individuals becomes so strong that it is useless to talk. That 's what I miss.

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Have you noticed that the first way you find it Spring is coming at you smell?

Before they even get good weather, even before the temperature rise, even before the evening begins to arrive later.
hear something in the air, it is difficult to define.
In recent days I have had this thing. Despite Executioner and did a cold rain all day, felt like a strange smell (although to call it the smell is not exactly what I mean). It 's like if I felt the smell of the plants wake up, that' smell of good weather. " Then as you go along you begin to feel the smell of fires from afar that the peasants (arsonists crazy!) Set it to burn the weeds. And then you add everything else.
And like every year, with the arrival of spring rises from the typical depression autumn / winter and return to the good mood.
not be long now, only 7 days and primavela will officially begun. I can not wait, I expect a lot of things this spring and summer and we just wanted to:)

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dream of a world ...




Dreaming of what I would like

dreaming of a world where what a person says what he thinks is a

dreaming of a world where you do everything yourself with lots of enforcing your ideas, but then you are the first to respect those of others

dreaming of a world where my dreams, my desires and my hopes are not in the hands of retired motherfuckers

dreaming of a world where those in power is not everything to oppress others

dreaming of a world where those who do not pretend it did not, he is willing to sell his own mother to conquer

dreaming of a world where anyone with a small power does not behave as if it were God on earth

dreaming of a world where you do not beg for help when you need it, then denying it to anyone when it will be in a position to be able to give.

dreaming of a world where no one wants the trust, you conquer

dreaming of a world where when one has it as a precious, rare, unique

dreaming of a world where I have to constantly look around for fear of being shot in the back

DREAMING OF A WORLD WHERE WHEN YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY BALLS TO SAY IN THE FACE, not hide behind masks that hide OUR IDENTITY '

DREAMING A WORLD WHERE THE CHILDREN OF THE BITCH IS NOT ALWAYS GO FLAT, LEAVE OTHERS TO PAY FOR THE SHIT THAT PERFORM

DREAMING OF A WORLD WHERE YOU HAVE THE BALLS TO FACE THE CONSEQUENCES OF THEIR ACTIONS

DREAMING OF A WORLD WHERE THERE IS HATRED BECAUSE 'IS NOT REASON TO EXIST




Whoever you are, if you're reading this, and you're wondering if cel'ho with you .... and oh ... if you doubt then, cel'ho with you.
But I want you to know I do not hate you because you're not worthy / a.
But I despise you, with all my might for the ease and insouciance with which you do what you do, for the strength and persistence with which defend your position in the consciousness of being in the wrong ...
... and even despise you because despite your evil eventually managed to get away with it, as always.

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The discreet elegance of the free soul is hiding in dark little rooms, in the small interstitial spaces of peace that some of us are able to build in the hearts of people who often underestimate because of social roles. To see quest'eleganza, just bring a little ' of curious looks when we were children, or be children. And it is a child actress starred in this film, Garance The Guillermic good, but the real engine of the story is Josiane Balasko whose acting is impeccable. The scroll speaks of love, finding yourself and the good, on the other treasures to discover and courageous choices, and I was not bored (unbelievable). Sometimes serious unexpected happen, well that's life, and in that situation, one can distinguish. Throughout the film, the little protagonist insists on the concept of the importance of what you are doing when you die. When the translation is done last and simplest of our provisions d'animo ecco che tutto acquista un senso, nel vivere. Da vedere.




English verison

The discreet elegance of the free soul is hidden in dark little rooms, in the small interstitial spaces of peace that some of us are able to build in the hearts of people who often underestimate because of social roles. To see that elegance, you just have to bring a little 'curious glances when we were children, or be children. And it is a child the actress who starred in this film, the impressive Garance The Guillermic, but the real engine of the story is Josiane Balasko, whose acting is impeccable. The scroll speaks of love, finding yourself and the good, on the other treasures to discover and Courageous choices, and I was not bored (unbelievable). Sometimes serious and unexpected things happen, well that's life, and even in That situation, you can excel. Throughout the film, the little protagonist insists on the Importance of What you are doing When you die. When "doing" is the last and Simplest translation of Our state of mind, the exact moment When everything Takes Meaning in life. A movie to see.

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who invented the photographs
who convinced me to take my
here then we know the paranoia
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faces in the photo next to us
entered our lives and then

run away never to return

many in recent years We have disappointed many with a smile
after use
we have thrown up from the chair of the bar is closed slowly

Cisco and suddenly says "You do not understand a c. .. is a bit 'as in football "

is the harsh law of the goals
make a great game if you have no defense but
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mark and then win

They are closed at the earliest opportunity but

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From these photos I would not tell
that all people are the only ones we stayed united

without ever fuck

on friendship and loyalty
We have also pointed to the soul
to us that he did
who will do it for us

many in recent years there have disappointed many with
smile after use we have thrown
He gets up from the chair of the Cisco bar closed
slowly and suddenly says
"You do not capita a c. .. is a bit like in football

is the harsh law of the goal ...

The guy with the blue cap of the New York Yankees
that guy is you
I know that even the toilet
you you kept up the

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is not the phenomenon of what your ex
said
"Choose or them or me" How many

in recent years there have disappointed
than we have taken and then we have weight He gets thrown
bar closed by the chair of the Cisco
slowly smiles and says,
"We understand everything is a bit like in football

is the harsh law of the goals
Other signs, however
show that when we play we never give up



They are closed, but what does it matter who wins because in the end the squadron
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There is the cyclical nature of things?
O is another way to feel safer? To resign or left to decay completely.
events are repeated all the same?
Forever?
Until you die for you, it means forever?
The truth does not go for this monitor, nor for any modern means of communication technology. Virtual spaces ruthlessly colonize another part of our lives. The purpose of power is the removal of persons from one another, making the individual virtual link is disconnected from real life.
How can you escape from all this?

Some oriental tell us about cyclical refer to higher balances, not our personal fortunes or the villain who rules. Let's say that would be good to see "the fate weekly" as trivial, the latter is much small part of all .
Which is why, in common life, if you are not born in vain, or priests, instead of resigning the inevitability of things (or rely on God), or become convinced that, for example, the villains who rule there would be all right remedy, act.

Ideally, the good and evil should be free, but should try to give ourselves and come to a new direction in principle, you know, if you distribute guns in elementary school, ends up a mess that happens. So you better have a real perception of things and then transcend them.
Still no answers.
Hope? If you play well one can have confidence that they play well all the others? Smile and hope to create a magical aura of positive energy which will spread to all? Not even this works.
How many blows can take a Zen before monaco stop smiling?
We will continue to use the old armor full of graffiti was written, I knew he was going to end like this?
You feel wise at the bar and the armor works, but for how long?
Carl Gustav Jung believed to the cyclical, argued that humanity is always on the brink of crisis from which it can not go out and that she herself has created.
I'm afraid of dying without having done anything for things to should be The phrase to say to yourself every day. It should terrify anyone the idea of \u200b\u200bbecoming one of those old wrote in his face with me who cares to come. Or perhaps this is what terrifies us? The fact that things will continue after us without us? Having spent a lifetime imagining anything other than ourselves, or hypothetical future situations with us as actors. A sad year, so poor in those distant markets and purest forms of shared creativity, such as dialogue.
Becoming old is the real youth, for the poor but is a hell of loneliness.
Despite everything I believe in spirituality, not in the gods, because they are only containers of values generic and anachronistic, but in thought, thought for me is god, thought to himself and survives through the shared thinking. Let's get a nice pat on the back, after the man he defeated some of the worst parts of himself over the centuries, and ultimately, for some, that God will be jealous and pitiless was a good dad, but now is the case of growing . In short, let us face, we should not have been gleaned from the will power and courage enough to abandon the image of bearded men living in the clouds? More generally, the idea of \u200b\u200bdivine wisdom, old, dusty and imprisoned in books suitable for people who lived thousands of years ago and written before, (maybe doing a little 'copy and paste from other religions).
In any case, a beautiful new wave of spirituality without rites without the gods, would not hurt anyone, without the star to lose time writing rules or kneel.